Eric Robinson - Experience in The FBI, Terrorism, Islam, and Epstein Files
Eric Robinson recently retired from the Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI), after 24 years as a special agent. Eric worked a range of crimes including white collar, counterterrorism, crimes against children, gangs, drugs, and public corruption. He served as a SWAT operator, a firearms instructor, and a tactics instructor.
We discuss his experiences and get his valued insight on terrorism, Islam, and the Epstein Files. Eric has a wealth of knowledge and insight that's worth listening to.
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I think we're just gonna go for it, Eric.
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Welcome to World of Blaze, sir.
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And happy to have you here, Eric.
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I'm very interested in talking to you.
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So my wife actually wants to really hear this one.
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She was very interested in your background,
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12 years in the Christian ministry.
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And then one day you decided to become an FBI agent.
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And what's awesome is you wrote a book about it
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and all your tales are in there,
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but we're gonna try to get some of that out
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in this recording here in this session.
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But yeah, we do have questions, I have questions,
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and I am very interested in your tale, your story.
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And firstly is, how do you go from being minister
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or from being in the Christian ministry
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to deciding to be an FBI agent?
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Yeah, I was pastoring.
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I was a senior pastor of Baptist Church
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that I had started.
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We had a pretty good size congregation,
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maybe 200 regular attenders.
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And we were looking to reach out to folks
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who didn't normally go to church.
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So with that, trying to bring in people
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who weren't raised in a church,
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we were trying to draw people who had issues in life,
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maybe didn't feel like they were welcomed
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in your regular church.
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So part of reaching out to folks with problems like that
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is they brought their problems with them.
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And I found myself as I'm ministering,
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working with people and they were bringing
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their life issues that I wasn't able to let go
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of these things.
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So when someone says, hey, I think my wife's cheating
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on me, another's like, my kid might be an addict.
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It stuck with me and better men have been able to do
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a better job of handling that than I was.
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And the result of that was every single day,
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and I'm not exaggerating, for two years,
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I had stress-related headaches.
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Cause I just, I told my wife one day,
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I've got to do something different
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and I need to find a job with less stress.
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And so I joined the FBI and I applied for two jobs,
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one I was overqualified for
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and one I was underqualified for.
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And I got this one.
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And what I was surprised about over the years
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was how much of a more comforting fit
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law enforcement was for me.
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Working in ministry, I love that.
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I worked with some great people who sacrificed a lot.
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And I've often said, I've also met some of the people
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that I hate the most and I spend eternity with too.
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And that's just how it is.
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But the difficulties I had necessitated
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finding something else.
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So in April of 2002, I preached on Easter Sunday
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in my church and the next Sunday I was in Quantico, Virginia.
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And then the Sunday after that,
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I preached in the chapel in Quantico, Virginia
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because they didn't have a chaplain.
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How old were you when you decided to make that switch?
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I was 30, 33, which was about average age.
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The incoming agents now skew a little bit younger,
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but around 30 is when most folks come in,
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maybe late 20s.
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I had a fairly old class.
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I had one fellow who was 44 and the cutoff is 37,
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but he had been in for nine years, out for eight,
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9-11 happened.
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He was an Arkansas state representative who spoke Chinese
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and he wanted to serve the country again
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and got a special dispensation from the attorney general
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to put off his retirement.
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Interesting.
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So you feel that what you did was a natural fit
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and kind of, did you feel it was close
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to being a pastor in any way?
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I did, it was-
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How so?
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I felt like the work in law enforcement,
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obviously there can be corruption and harm that's done,
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but otherwise if you're carrying out law enforcement
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the proper way, I feel like you're doing God's work.
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And I felt like I was.
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If you have your home robbed or your child killed
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or something bad happened to you,
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the church can offer prayers and maybe raise funds,
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but you're not receiving justice.
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So this was something worldly that could be brought about
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that helped people, that they're gonna get justice.
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I find it interesting, cause you go from that,
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I'm just reading over here from some of your bio,
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you did work a range of crimes, white collar,
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counter-terrorism, interesting,
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like to see what you have to say about some of that.
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Crimes against children, which is never good,
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gangs, drugs, and public corruption.
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But I also see you served as a SWAT operator
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and a firearms instructor as well as a tactics instructor.
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So it seems like, was it a major switch
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for you to make that move or were you already
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like a gun owner, were you someone
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who was already inclined to lean that way
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or you just took it head on once you went into the FBI?
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Like I said, I kind of slid into it.
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So I had fired a gun once before I came to the FBI
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and that definitely showed.
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So I was skipping rounds off the concrete
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when we first learned,
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but the instructors there are very good.
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So as I progressed through the four months,
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I was shooting fairly well.
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And it wasn't until later in my career
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that I started putting a thought process
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to shooting and then our primary firearms instructor said,
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hey, Eric, you should try out to be an instructor.
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I thought, yeah, I'm okay.
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But I spent a few months regularly shooting
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and just that time of being by myself,
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not under the clock, taking shots
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and thinking through that grip,
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that squeeze brought about this result.
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That's when I started to advance
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and then being on the SWAT team,
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we would shoot so often
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that that just naturally is going to improve folks.
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And now you're just,
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now you're taking fine edges off
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to getting a little bit better, a little bit better.
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What made you want to join SWAT?
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Who doesn't want to join SWAT?
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That was the cool guys, right?
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Right.
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Once you get into the FBI,
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the best part of it is bringing about an arrest
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or a search warrant.
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Now, well, with SWAT, you get to go out
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and at least do some of that physical end of it.
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The people I served with in the FBI
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are some of the best people I've met,
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dedicated folks, all competent.
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We hire a high class of people.
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You have to be because you have to graduate college
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and have special abilities and have a clean record.
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And then the best of those people
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were the ones I served with on SWAT
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because these are guys,
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at least where I was serving in the Cleveland division,
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these are guys who are implicitly willing to die for you.
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And you know that, we don't talk about it,
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nobody hugs and cries,
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but you know these are dedicated men.
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So the time next to them, great group of people.
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And when we would do trials for SWAT,
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guys would come and we'd ask,
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why do you want to join SWAT?
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And a lot would say, I want the camaraderie,
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I want the brotherhood.
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And that's the right answer.
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But as they'd leave the room,
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we'd shake their heads and they're like,
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they don't even know.
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Because it's a special closeness
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when you're sitting with guys at one in the morning,
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getting ready to hit a house
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and no bad things might happen.
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Yeah, interesting.
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So a lot of people would think that
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most people who joined SWAT are just action junkies.
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But there's always a bit,
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from what I've heard from people,
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I've never, I mean, I haven't served in,
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I'm not a SWAT guy, but I've always heard that.
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It's a different connection, it's a different level.
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It's more than just guns and blaze.
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It's a lot of planning, right?
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There's a lot of prep, there's a lot of training.
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It's not just, hey, grab your gun and go
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and let's see what we can do.
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Well, what I enjoyed too is,
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there are tactics that we train on
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and then I would provide training to agents.
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But learning those tactics and the footwork
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and the proper movements,
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it's like filling out a crossword puzzle.
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You hit this room you haven't seen before
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and it's super complicated.
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I move this way, this guy covers my back
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and you kind of smile when you're done,
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like, dude, we just did that, that was pretty cool.
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And getting that ability
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and knowing you're at a higher level,
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in a lot of ways that engendered respect
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from the other agents too,
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because they didn't get as much training as we did.
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And it feels good to know
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that you're at the top of your game.
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You're trying to be the best you can
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and most qualified you can be.
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Let's talk about your experiences in counter-terrorism.
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I would like to take care of what you encountered
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or whatever you can talk about.
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And I know you have a lot of tales in your book,
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I'm sure.
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And I do want to kind of tie some of your experiences
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into what's happening now in the USA.
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I mean, I just have to, it's kind of the show I am.
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But we don't have to go too far down a road
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you don't want to.
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So if you're not interested,
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you can just say, hey, whatever.
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I'm not gonna try to make it too political.
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But I do have an interest in your thoughts after serving,
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after working in counter-terrorism,
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the things you've seen, as I read,
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crimes against children, et cetera.
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So after working in counter-terrorism,
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seems relevant to today.
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What are your thoughts right now
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as far as the state of America at this moment,
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given your experience and what you dealt with,
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and probably more to the point,
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we're talking about how we want to secure borders
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and et cetera.
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And it doesn't matter
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how you necessarily feel about that politically,
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but your view after the experience you had,
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what are your thoughts?
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Well, broadly speaking,
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when I worked criminal investigations for 15 years,
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and one day my boss said,
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hey, you're gonna be transferred over
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to do counter-terrorism.
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And I thought, I don't know anything.
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Which is strange because I think the reason I got hired
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in the FBI is because I had studied Islam.
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And so this was after 9-11,
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they probably said, oh yeah, this will be great.
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And then they put me in criminal and I enjoyed that.
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So I entered into doing national security counter-terrorism
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and we had been going through a series
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of investigations where there hadn't been attacks,
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cases were largely terrorist funding cases
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where you try to see folks sending money
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to Hezbollah or something like that.
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And it was difficult.
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And the cases would languish for four years
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and go nowhere.
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And I had a couple of those
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and you just couldn't prove anything.
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And like maybe these guys are dirt bags,
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maybe they're just sending money home.
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And then while working that,
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and again, this is just the broad stuff,
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you can focus more if you want.
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And then as we were looking to international terrorism,
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then there became a rise of domestic terrorism
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and we started doing investigations into that.
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And now we've been doing the investigations
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into domestic terrorism for a long time.
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And there's a constant reminder
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that I would bring up to my supervisors.
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We need to be ready for that curve
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where we're focused one way
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and now we're hit again with international terrorists.
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So those investigations are all predicated
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on having good informants who can have the eyes.
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I refer to the guys that I worked with
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as force multipliers.
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They're the ones who are scouring the internet
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or making connections,
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talking to people and hearing things,
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and then passing on possible violent behavior from others.
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So it's one thing to have rhetoric
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or someone who has certain ideals,
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but that has to also be connected
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to some type of violent intent,
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whether that's destruction of property
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or it's harming people for a cause.
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Hard to prove though, right?
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It is.
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We spent so much time with guys who would say,
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hey, we got to kill these people
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and they're saying that online
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and we send guys in to see how serious they are
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and they meet face to face.
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And I've had guys sitting in a group of 12 dudes
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and one guy says, hey, I work construction.
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I can get ahold of bomb making material.
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And then suddenly folks go,
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oh, yeah, let's just keep it to talk.
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So guys will talk big.
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And then you never know when one day somebody snaps.
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We had a guy in Cleveland who,
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I mean, it wasn't egregious,
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but he got 20 years in prison
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who fire bombed a church trying to destroy it
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because he was part of a domestic terrorist group,
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but he worked totally on his own.
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Just got drunk, felt like he needed to protect people.
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And so filled one of his bottles with fuel
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and scorched the side of a church.
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That was all.
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Is there a real threat though to the US?
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Because that's the question a lot of people,
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I mean, let's just be honest,
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a lot of keyboard warriors and online type people
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that they glean the internet
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and they don't dive deeper than the narrative
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or the headline.
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So from your work, can you verify that, yeah,
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there are bad people who wanna do harm
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to the United States or to Americans in general?
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Absolutely.
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That's a true statement.
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Oh, absolutely.
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And we don't know who they are.
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They are likely going to be
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just homegrown violent extremists.
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So it's gonna be a singular person.
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They often don't work together.
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The coordination efforts you see,
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that happened on 9-11 and now we're digging in.
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The efforts that somebody is gonna have,
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like all the attacks that you've seen,
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whether from Americans born, raised in America
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or folks who come overseas with a jihadist point of view,
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those are all individuals.
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The Pulse nightclub shooting,
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it's just one person who it's referred to
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as stochastic terrorism.
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They hear the rhetoric that says,
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somebody needs to do something about this.
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Here's the tools.
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Somebody take this up.
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And then one person says, that's me.
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So we had a case a few years ago
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where we had an individual who he started out
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as a Satanist that didn't work for him.
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Then he became a Nazi.
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And then he finally pledged to ISIS
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because he felt like they were better at killing the Jews.
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We got an informant in on him.
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And that went as far as them scouting a local synagogue.
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And he talked openly
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about how he would carry out this mass shooting.
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He then purchased a gun, fortunately from our undercover.
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And that's when we took him down.
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But he was ready to go.
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He was set to, you know, you said,
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I got to make sure I get, you know, the priest first
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and then I'll mow people down as much as I can.
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So it's just that one individual out there
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who's going to do it in the name
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of whatever belief he has.
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That's crazy.
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His motivation was because he wanted to kill Jews
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or that was just part of his belief
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or whatever was motivating him.
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Or he just uses an excuse maybe, I don't know.
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It could be this guy.
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I mean, there was a post arrest interrogation
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and the case agent just finally stopped it
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after preaching for hours about how he hated the Jews.
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And anybody who has that,
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unless you're coming from
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some type of religious point of view,
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anybody who has that,
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has some type of mental health problem,
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he definitely knew right from wrong.
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That wasn't the issue.
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But they'd never done anything to him.
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He's probably just using it as a way to justify his actions
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and, you know, the fact that he made a decision
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to follow through, right?
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Some people, they'll claim certain things
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that are outlandish, but they're not really,
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it's not really who they are.
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Well, and so many of these, like the mass shooters,
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it's either some type of depression,
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mental health issue,
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or they need to change their life.
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Like they're so depressed and upset with life
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that they need to just stop the clock
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and change things completely.
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Well, you know what the greatest way to do that
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is to be a mass murderer
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because that will completely change my life.
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And that's not necessarily the logic,
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but that's how things go.
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Yeah, I understand what you're getting at.
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You know, they think I can get rid
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of all the things around me that's creating
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all this angst and I'll be able to move forward,
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you know, fresh start, right?
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Life won't be the same.
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Yeah, slash and burn really.
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It's kind of how they're seeing it, you know?
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Yeah, it's not logical.
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It's just, I have to do something.
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It's emotional.
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It's emotional. Yeah.
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That's all it is.
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So I'm gonna back you up.
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Obviously this is probably because you were pastoring
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or interested, but what brought you to study Islam?
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Well, my wife and I initially were going to go
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to Muslim countries to be missionaries
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and that was our intent.
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We had a few family issues come through
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and so rather than going overseas,
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I took a position in a local church, usual route.
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I was a youth pastor for a while
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and then an associate pastor until the church
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where I was an associate pastor said,
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hey, we'd like to plant a new church in the area.
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And I said, I'd love to do that.
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I went through the process
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and we started a church miles down the road
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and had a lot of fulfillment doing that too.
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Can you expand on that experience a little bit more?
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You know, like where you were and what you did.
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Yeah, we were in Western New York
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in Lakewood, New York, beautiful area.
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And we were starting a church with a few holdovers
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from the old church and the idea was just for outreach.
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And so I had long hair and dressed down and casual
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and I went through with the core team that I was with.
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I talked to them and said,
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look, I'm gonna give you a flinch test
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because we're not looking for the Baptist we used to have.
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We're looking for folks off the street.
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You know, not necessarily homeless,
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but folks who just they're staying home
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on Sunday otherwise.
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And so I gave them a flinch test.
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How do you feel if somebody walks in
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they're wearing a Def Leppard or a concert t-shirt
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like they're not dressed for church, right?
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You know, what about piercings?
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What about a gay couple?
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What if you smell alcohol in their breath?
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Like, do you feel like you can handle this
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because these are the people that we're looking to bring.
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And folks said, yep, absolutely, let's do it.
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Well, yeah, my dad's been a minister
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or day minister for many, many years himself.
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And he has that same viewpoint, you know, you do.
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He's just, you know, come all right, open arms.
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You know, anybody who's showing up
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is really inside looking for a change.
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So they're trying to make the best step.
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They're just not sure,
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but they need that person to guide them
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which is exactly what a pastor does.
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Can I ask you this though?
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And this isn't to be divisive or anything.
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And I have a genuine interest
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because I have studied a lot
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about the Middle East and the history
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when it comes to Islam and whatnot.
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So question being, and your findings,
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what did you find if we're comparing
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and contrasting Islam to Christianity?
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Because as of now, I am currently reading the Quran.
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I'm trying to understand it more and dive deeper.
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I have my own opinions,
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but I just wanna see your point of view
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from being a pastor.
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And what'd you think?
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Well, there's differences between the religion, obviously,
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and then there's a lot that's same among the people.
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So I'll try to tie these together.
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A number of my informants that I had
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working national security, counter-terrorism were Muslims
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and they were dedicated to America.
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And these were some of the nicest guys.
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And people can talk the rhetoric of Muslims just wanna kill
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because that's part of their religion.
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And there's certainly people out there
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who belong to Muslim faith who may believe that.
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But by and large, the good Muslim people I met
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were like the good Christians I met.
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And they had many of the same habits and kindnesses
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and desire to help people.
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They held those similar.
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Now, as far as the religions go,
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I used to do Jiu-Jitsu back in the day
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when I was working in Chicago.
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And my instructor was a Muslim and he knew what I did.
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And he brought me in and he asked me,
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he gave me some brochures to read
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and I'm always willing to learn
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and I'd like to know more.
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So I read them and he said, later he goes,
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so what do you think about them?
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I'm like, yeah, man, you're not convincing me
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that the proofs and the arguments are,
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I don't believe in Islam.
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I don't believe it's a,
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I don't believe it.
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I respect people who do follow it.
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I have opinions on how that can help them in their lives.
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So sometimes I'd sit down with my one informant
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and he would start asking me questions about the Bible
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and we'd quiz each other back and forth
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and I really enjoyed engaging that way.
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Gotcha.
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So the reason I bring that up is I have the belief
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that I can't believe that everybody has a view
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all Muslims bad and they're just people.
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People, reality is we're all born
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into what we're born into.
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We don't choose where we're born,
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what we're born into.
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And I've interviewed a few prominent people
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that can represent Iran,
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journalists and an activist as well.
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And their view is the same.
524
00:22:54.430 --> 00:22:56.870
They think that these extremists out there,
525
00:22:57.050 --> 00:22:58.690
they don't really truly believe in Islam.
526
00:22:58.790 --> 00:23:01.790
They're just using it as a way to fuel the flame
527
00:23:02.330 --> 00:23:04.250
and just spread the ideology
528
00:23:04.250 --> 00:23:06.030
and the way that they're trying to present it
529
00:23:06.030 --> 00:23:08.430
to capture people and followers
530
00:23:08.430 --> 00:23:10.130
to be able to do the dirty work for them,
531
00:23:10.310 --> 00:23:12.450
but not really true believers in the faith itself.
532
00:23:13.130 --> 00:23:14.710
And that's the sad part about it
533
00:23:14.710 --> 00:23:18.210
is it's so easily used as a doctrine of subjugation
534
00:23:18.210 --> 00:23:21.630
and conquered when it's really not everybody's view.
535
00:23:22.250 --> 00:23:25.210
It would be like if you and I took the literal,
536
00:23:25.210 --> 00:23:26.730
literal writings of the Bible
537
00:23:26.730 --> 00:23:28.650
and we just went out and started stoning people.
538
00:23:29.470 --> 00:23:31.050
I mean, we're not supposed to do that,
539
00:23:31.050 --> 00:23:32.650
especially after the New Testament, right?
540
00:23:32.730 --> 00:23:34.250
But at the same time,
541
00:23:35.110 --> 00:23:38.030
we unfortunately have those people who enforce
542
00:23:38.890 --> 00:23:40.930
their view of Islam that way.
543
00:23:41.390 --> 00:23:43.150
Like, nope, it's the literal, literal teachings
544
00:23:43.150 --> 00:23:45.550
and there's no modern adaption
545
00:23:45.550 --> 00:23:47.730
and we're gonna go and conquer and kill.
546
00:23:48.010 --> 00:23:49.170
But I know that's not everybody.
547
00:23:49.310 --> 00:23:50.650
So that's why I ask these questions
548
00:23:50.650 --> 00:23:51.910
because you have this experience
549
00:23:51.910 --> 00:23:53.150
interacting with these people.
550
00:23:55.090 --> 00:23:55.710
Oh yeah.
551
00:23:57.010 --> 00:23:59.030
And anyone with bad intent
552
00:23:59.030 --> 00:24:00.790
will use whatever means they need.
553
00:24:01.090 --> 00:24:06.070
Just as the one convert to ISIS that I mentioned,
554
00:24:06.390 --> 00:24:12.210
he's just looking for a reason to justify his anger.
555
00:24:12.570 --> 00:24:12.990
Yeah.
556
00:24:13.690 --> 00:24:14.690
So here we go.
557
00:24:14.730 --> 00:24:15.310
This is best.
558
00:24:15.450 --> 00:24:16.930
I can use it with Christianity.
559
00:24:17.070 --> 00:24:18.930
I can use it with whatever I want.
560
00:24:19.790 --> 00:24:20.510
Yeah, agreed.
561
00:24:21.610 --> 00:24:23.790
And we're gonna get off these two topics in a bit,
562
00:24:23.790 --> 00:24:25.830
but I wanted to circle back into counter-terrorism.
563
00:24:25.970 --> 00:24:27.150
And the reason I was really interested
564
00:24:27.730 --> 00:24:29.470
in what your thoughts were with the threads
565
00:24:29.990 --> 00:24:33.230
because looking at the CBP website,
566
00:24:33.330 --> 00:24:34.310
and I track these things.
567
00:24:34.350 --> 00:24:37.310
I've done quite a few shows on seeing what's coming in,
568
00:24:37.310 --> 00:24:38.170
going out over the borders.
569
00:24:38.950 --> 00:24:39.930
And I don't know if this is current.
570
00:24:39.990 --> 00:24:40.810
I didn't look it up recently,
571
00:24:40.810 --> 00:24:42.570
but not that long ago, a few months ago,
572
00:24:43.270 --> 00:24:44.610
they've actually encountered,
573
00:24:44.610 --> 00:24:46.270
you know that encounters versus gotaways
574
00:24:46.270 --> 00:24:47.370
are two different things, right?
575
00:24:47.370 --> 00:24:49.430
They don't know who they get, who gets away,
576
00:24:49.530 --> 00:24:51.610
but the people they encountered, there was enough
577
00:24:51.610 --> 00:24:53.530
terrorists encountered at our borders
578
00:24:53.530 --> 00:24:57.130
to put 15 terrorists in every state of the USA.
579
00:24:58.110 --> 00:24:58.590
15.
580
00:24:59.290 --> 00:24:59.930
That's crazy.
581
00:25:00.650 --> 00:25:02.750
That's actually a literal small terrorist cell.
582
00:25:04.750 --> 00:25:05.930
That's crazy to think that.
583
00:25:06.050 --> 00:25:07.110
And those are people that they encountered.
584
00:25:07.970 --> 00:25:10.130
So they stopped those people.
585
00:25:10.130 --> 00:25:12.210
And so a lot of people are,
586
00:25:13.090 --> 00:25:15.030
they try to say, well, the borders, whatever,
587
00:25:15.630 --> 00:25:16.750
these things aren't happening.
588
00:25:17.190 --> 00:25:20.330
It's just people hating on foreigners or immigrants.
589
00:25:21.030 --> 00:25:23.370
And I think it's important to realize that,
590
00:25:23.470 --> 00:25:24.710
yeah, there are threats against the US
591
00:25:24.710 --> 00:25:26.390
and that we do have to protect our borders.
592
00:25:27.610 --> 00:25:29.410
I don't know if you have anything else to add on that,
593
00:25:29.410 --> 00:25:33.390
but I just wanted to bring that little data set up.
594
00:25:33.470 --> 00:25:34.690
I'm sure you probably already knew that.
595
00:25:34.810 --> 00:25:35.930
There will always be people.
596
00:25:36.350 --> 00:25:39.430
Yeah, there will always be people trying to get in
597
00:25:39.430 --> 00:25:42.050
and all that you can hope for.
598
00:25:42.530 --> 00:25:46.970
Again, most of the recent attacks have been folks
599
00:25:46.970 --> 00:25:49.350
who have been here, lived a life,
600
00:25:49.750 --> 00:25:51.750
but then get further radicalized.
601
00:25:51.930 --> 00:25:54.950
I was working with a buddy in another division
602
00:25:54.950 --> 00:26:00.430
and he has had a case on a guy who just,
603
00:26:03.450 --> 00:26:06.130
so one thing he knows is this young man
604
00:26:06.130 --> 00:26:07.570
is into child pornography
605
00:26:08.290 --> 00:26:11.750
and we both came to the same conclusion
606
00:26:11.750 --> 00:26:17.890
that the one way that he can just expiate all his sins
607
00:26:18.750 --> 00:26:20.510
is through a mass killing.
608
00:26:21.250 --> 00:26:23.630
But this is an individual who was born here.
609
00:26:24.230 --> 00:26:24.310
Interesting.
610
00:26:25.890 --> 00:26:28.350
So the threats will come from wherever.
611
00:26:28.530 --> 00:26:31.530
It's just who's gonna be the person who says,
612
00:26:31.830 --> 00:26:34.490
I need to do this to purify myself.
613
00:26:36.630 --> 00:26:38.070
So in this person's mind,
614
00:26:38.070 --> 00:26:39.450
he would be absolved of his sins
615
00:26:39.450 --> 00:26:41.490
by carrying out this mass killing.
616
00:26:41.930 --> 00:26:42.830
Did I hear that correctly?
617
00:26:43.330 --> 00:26:43.750
Or did I?
618
00:26:44.310 --> 00:26:46.570
Yeah, so if you remember the,
619
00:26:46.850 --> 00:26:48.150
I think it was over Christmas,
620
00:26:48.390 --> 00:26:50.390
the Nice France attacks
621
00:26:50.390 --> 00:26:53.430
where there was an individual who drove a truck
622
00:26:53.430 --> 00:26:57.310
through crowds and his ex-wife said,
623
00:26:57.450 --> 00:26:59.050
this guy eats, he was Muslim.
624
00:26:59.430 --> 00:27:00.470
He said, this guy eats bacon.
625
00:27:01.630 --> 00:27:03.450
Well, yeah, he had lived a life
626
00:27:03.450 --> 00:27:06.510
where he had been like an apostate Muslim.
627
00:27:06.650 --> 00:27:07.350
He had fallen away
628
00:27:07.350 --> 00:27:12.070
and the one way he could pay penance for all his sins
629
00:27:12.070 --> 00:27:14.590
would be to carry out a jihadist attack
630
00:27:14.590 --> 00:27:17.330
and we were both concerned
631
00:27:17.330 --> 00:27:19.070
that this kid is somebody who would say,
632
00:27:19.070 --> 00:27:20.430
I'm so terrible.
633
00:27:21.110 --> 00:27:23.930
The only thing I can do for Allah that's good enough
634
00:27:23.930 --> 00:27:25.170
would be to kill people.
635
00:27:29.490 --> 00:27:31.610
Yeah, that's sad.
636
00:27:33.790 --> 00:27:36.350
Well, let's try to lighten this up.
637
00:27:37.090 --> 00:27:38.010
That was all my fault.
638
00:27:38.210 --> 00:27:39.510
I asked those questions.
639
00:27:41.390 --> 00:27:42.570
Let's talk about your book.
640
00:27:42.590 --> 00:27:44.290
Let's get into the crimes against children.
641
00:27:44.790 --> 00:27:45.510
Well, yeah, right.
642
00:27:45.590 --> 00:27:46.350
Let's go there, that's next.
643
00:27:46.850 --> 00:27:49.890
No, well, listen, you did write your book
644
00:27:50.350 --> 00:27:51.430
and from what I read,
645
00:27:52.370 --> 00:27:54.710
it's written in a humorous type of way
646
00:27:54.710 --> 00:27:57.310
so obviously you were able to reflect back on some things.
647
00:27:57.390 --> 00:28:00.090
You were able to try to learn
648
00:28:00.090 --> 00:28:01.730
and make light of some situations.
649
00:28:01.730 --> 00:28:03.750
I'm sure you went through a lot of horrible things
650
00:28:03.750 --> 00:28:04.710
doing what you did
651
00:28:04.710 --> 00:28:07.450
but maybe we can lighten the mood a bit here
652
00:28:08.310 --> 00:28:09.170
moving forward.
653
00:28:09.630 --> 00:28:10.250
Yeah, yeah.
654
00:28:11.290 --> 00:28:12.410
I'll tell you a story.
655
00:28:14.190 --> 00:28:16.690
I was working with some IRS agents
656
00:28:16.690 --> 00:28:18.650
and so I work out of the Cleveland division,
657
00:28:18.650 --> 00:28:21.150
I did in the Toledo office.
658
00:28:21.170 --> 00:28:22.290
So it's a satellite office.
659
00:28:22.290 --> 00:28:24.110
We have the upper half of the state of Ohio
660
00:28:24.110 --> 00:28:27.070
and one of the IRS agents came to me and said,
661
00:28:27.610 --> 00:28:29.290
hey, we got this case
662
00:28:29.290 --> 00:28:31.630
and the case was, it's fascinating,
663
00:28:31.630 --> 00:28:33.130
but I'll have to go through it real quick.
664
00:28:33.610 --> 00:28:36.770
There was a blue collar guy who owned a duplex.
665
00:28:38.430 --> 00:28:41.650
He let it out to his tenants
666
00:28:41.650 --> 00:28:43.270
that he had been saving a lot of money,
667
00:28:43.390 --> 00:28:44.630
had $2 million saved.
668
00:28:45.410 --> 00:28:48.070
He died by falling downstairs.
669
00:28:48.730 --> 00:28:50.770
Granted, he used to drink a lot too
670
00:28:50.770 --> 00:28:52.890
so they were investigated.
671
00:28:53.090 --> 00:28:55.570
The tenants were let off the hook
672
00:28:56.130 --> 00:28:58.150
and then out came a will that said
673
00:28:58.150 --> 00:28:59.970
all of my money goes to my tenants.
674
00:29:00.570 --> 00:29:03.590
So in this, there was a couple
675
00:29:04.670 --> 00:29:07.450
and the dad and the dad was upset
676
00:29:07.450 --> 00:29:08.710
that he wasn't getting enough cut
677
00:29:08.710 --> 00:29:11.030
and so he turned them into the IRS
678
00:29:11.470 --> 00:29:13.690
and they had had an attorney on hand too
679
00:29:13.690 --> 00:29:14.710
to forge the will.
680
00:29:15.450 --> 00:29:16.950
But they went through all of this.
681
00:29:17.090 --> 00:29:18.590
They all got convicted
682
00:29:19.990 --> 00:29:21.730
and I don't know why the dad went to the IRS.
683
00:29:21.790 --> 00:29:23.350
That looks like an FBI case all day,
684
00:29:23.350 --> 00:29:25.050
but anyway, they did a great job,
685
00:29:25.070 --> 00:29:25.850
got the case together
686
00:29:25.850 --> 00:29:27.270
but they're getting ready for trial
687
00:29:27.270 --> 00:29:30.410
and they said, hey, we need to go back
688
00:29:30.410 --> 00:29:31.410
and get a search warrant
689
00:29:31.410 --> 00:29:34.090
because we didn't pick up the man's ashes
690
00:29:34.090 --> 00:29:36.570
and part of the defense is going to be,
691
00:29:36.890 --> 00:29:38.850
hey, we loved him, he loved us
692
00:29:38.850 --> 00:29:42.250
but when we went through the man's ashes,
693
00:29:42.270 --> 00:29:45.650
we're literally sitting in a takeout box on the mantle
694
00:29:46.270 --> 00:29:47.790
and we need to get that as evidence
695
00:29:48.150 --> 00:29:49.570
and we don't want to embarrass ourselves
696
00:29:49.570 --> 00:29:53.350
so would you, like IRS agents said, I'll write it
697
00:29:53.350 --> 00:29:55.670
but I want you to be the affiant
698
00:29:55.670 --> 00:29:57.230
and swear it out and I said, no problem.
699
00:29:57.670 --> 00:29:59.530
So we went back and had a couple
700
00:29:59.530 --> 00:30:01.710
of our evidence response folks with us too
701
00:30:01.710 --> 00:30:02.710
and we searched the place
702
00:30:02.710 --> 00:30:05.330
and it was waterlogged,
703
00:30:05.410 --> 00:30:07.590
there was a drip in the ceiling
704
00:30:08.210 --> 00:30:10.070
but I knew that our federal prosecutors
705
00:30:10.070 --> 00:30:11.090
were going to check on it
706
00:30:11.090 --> 00:30:12.630
because this was an important case
707
00:30:12.630 --> 00:30:15.090
so knowing that they would come out,
708
00:30:16.030 --> 00:30:19.610
I took an Amazon box and I went to my fireplace
709
00:30:20.070 --> 00:30:21.750
and I filled it with ashes
710
00:30:22.330 --> 00:30:24.150
and right when they pulled up,
711
00:30:24.150 --> 00:30:25.990
I walked out and I'd cut a hole
712
00:30:25.990 --> 00:30:27.570
in the bottom corner of the box
713
00:30:27.570 --> 00:30:29.750
and I held it up and I said, guys,
714
00:30:29.830 --> 00:30:32.370
I found it while ashes were pouring out
715
00:30:32.370 --> 00:30:34.570
and the prosecutors just turned white
716
00:30:35.490 --> 00:30:36.670
and that got me in trouble
717
00:30:36.670 --> 00:30:37.490
but I didn't care.
718
00:30:40.880 --> 00:30:41.320
Whatever.
719
00:30:43.560 --> 00:30:47.620
So, sorry about that, I needed a sip.
720
00:30:47.720 --> 00:30:48.920
Had a long day so I need the coffee.
721
00:30:51.760 --> 00:30:55.580
The thing about everything that you've been through
722
00:30:55.580 --> 00:30:57.200
and thanks for lightening that up a bit.
723
00:30:57.200 --> 00:30:59.240
Let me ask you this though,
724
00:31:01.000 --> 00:31:02.860
well, do you still consider yourself a pastor
725
00:31:02.860 --> 00:31:05.580
or are you completely done?
726
00:31:06.400 --> 00:31:06.580
No.
727
00:31:08.080 --> 00:31:09.820
I enjoyed giving the sermons,
728
00:31:09.880 --> 00:31:11.160
I enjoyed working with people
729
00:31:11.160 --> 00:31:14.580
but once I got out, I'm out.
730
00:31:14.760 --> 00:31:16.060
Although now I would have plenty
731
00:31:16.060 --> 00:31:17.920
of sermon illustrations to give so.
732
00:31:18.380 --> 00:31:19.680
Plus if I carried a gun,
733
00:31:19.800 --> 00:31:21.280
I think offerings would go up too.
734
00:31:22.100 --> 00:31:23.120
Of course they would.
735
00:31:24.440 --> 00:31:26.040
What about your feelings?
736
00:31:26.040 --> 00:31:27.240
Turn around one more time.
737
00:31:29.220 --> 00:31:32.940
What is your feeling about what seems to be a move
738
00:31:33.620 --> 00:31:35.960
or well, it seems to be a movement lately
739
00:31:35.960 --> 00:31:40.100
of returning to the Judeo-Christian values
740
00:31:41.320 --> 00:31:43.680
that many people say America was based on.
741
00:31:44.180 --> 00:31:45.960
What is your perspective as an ex-pastor,
742
00:31:46.020 --> 00:31:46.900
someone who's devout Christian?
743
00:31:47.040 --> 00:31:48.080
What do you think of that?
744
00:31:48.080 --> 00:31:49.460
Or do you think it's just all theater?
745
00:31:52.760 --> 00:31:54.640
My feeling has always been
746
00:31:55.240 --> 00:31:57.460
like I'm willing to share my beliefs.
747
00:31:58.020 --> 00:32:04.220
I've also realized that before I give you my opinion,
748
00:32:04.520 --> 00:32:07.060
I'd like to ask if I could have permission.
749
00:32:07.940 --> 00:32:13.530
So the idea of telling people how to live
750
00:32:13.530 --> 00:32:15.330
is gonna be inauthentic.
751
00:32:15.450 --> 00:32:18.530
I mean, I knew that when I was evangelizing
752
00:32:18.530 --> 00:32:19.610
and talking to people,
753
00:32:20.190 --> 00:32:22.570
I can tell you, you come to my church,
754
00:32:22.570 --> 00:32:24.150
you're gonna hear what I have to say
755
00:32:24.150 --> 00:32:27.430
but that decision that you're making,
756
00:32:27.430 --> 00:32:29.110
it cannot be coerced.
757
00:32:29.270 --> 00:32:30.810
You can't be argued into it.
758
00:32:30.870 --> 00:32:32.850
I can't threaten you with it.
759
00:32:33.670 --> 00:32:36.430
My favorite parable from the New Testament
760
00:32:36.430 --> 00:32:40.870
is when Jesus told about the treasure in a field.
761
00:32:41.230 --> 00:32:43.770
He says the kingdom of God is like a man
762
00:32:43.770 --> 00:32:46.230
who finds a valuable treasure in a field.
763
00:32:46.470 --> 00:32:49.330
So he sells all that he has so that he can buy the
764
00:32:49.330 --> 00:32:52.510
field and that's what people have to come to.
765
00:32:52.510 --> 00:32:57.410
You have to say, oh, this way of living, this life,
766
00:32:58.270 --> 00:33:00.050
this having a different purpose,
767
00:33:00.750 --> 00:33:03.830
that's worth so much more than what I had.
768
00:33:04.370 --> 00:33:09.270
I'm going to willingly leave that
769
00:33:09.270 --> 00:33:10.890
so that I can follow this
770
00:33:10.890 --> 00:33:12.530
because I think this is much better.
771
00:33:13.270 --> 00:33:15.810
So it has to be, if we invoke,
772
00:33:16.450 --> 00:33:18.790
this is what Christian law should be.
773
00:33:18.790 --> 00:33:20.590
This is a lifestyle you should live.
774
00:33:20.590 --> 00:33:22.430
It's just performative.
775
00:33:23.230 --> 00:33:25.970
It's not people doing what they want to.
776
00:33:26.450 --> 00:33:30.110
And I don't know that it should be imposed on somebody.
777
00:33:30.470 --> 00:33:32.190
If you say, hey, look at my life.
778
00:33:32.890 --> 00:33:34.310
I have things together.
779
00:33:34.350 --> 00:33:35.130
I'm happy.
780
00:33:35.550 --> 00:33:37.090
I'm pleased with my beliefs.
781
00:33:37.250 --> 00:33:39.070
And someone goes, I like that.
782
00:33:39.110 --> 00:33:39.830
Tell me more.
783
00:33:40.550 --> 00:33:41.430
Then that's authentic.
784
00:33:43.210 --> 00:33:47.190
Okay, so what about the concern out there lately
785
00:33:47.870 --> 00:33:50.030
of America losing who they are though?
786
00:33:50.730 --> 00:33:53.150
Let's say, for example, and again,
787
00:33:53.590 --> 00:33:54.490
just using it as an example
788
00:33:54.490 --> 00:33:55.510
because a lot of people think this,
789
00:33:55.650 --> 00:33:59.270
that America becomes all of a sudden 80, 90% Islam
790
00:33:59.910 --> 00:34:01.890
or let's say another religion,
791
00:34:01.910 --> 00:34:05.150
let's say 90% Hindu or Shinto or whatever it is.
792
00:34:05.930 --> 00:34:08.630
A lot of people think that we are kind of
793
00:34:08.630 --> 00:34:10.790
heading that way and getting away from
794
00:34:10.790 --> 00:34:14.389
what is believed to be the founding of what America is.
795
00:34:14.830 --> 00:34:16.090
And a lot of people do feel that,
796
00:34:16.610 --> 00:34:18.750
look, I totally understand where you come from.
797
00:34:18.870 --> 00:34:19.949
I mean, I could say the same thing
798
00:34:19.949 --> 00:34:21.270
about Christians, Catholics, doesn't matter.
799
00:34:21.750 --> 00:34:23.350
Everybody sins Monday through Friday
800
00:34:23.350 --> 00:34:25.050
and they pray on Sunday and they want to be forgiven.
801
00:34:25.150 --> 00:34:25.670
I get it.
802
00:34:25.790 --> 00:34:28.110
But at the same time, a lot of people believe
803
00:34:29.290 --> 00:34:32.150
that that is part of the core of who we are
804
00:34:32.150 --> 00:34:34.030
as the USA, for example.
805
00:34:34.570 --> 00:34:36.889
So do you have any concern about that shift?
806
00:34:37.370 --> 00:34:38.710
Like one day you wake up
807
00:34:39.170 --> 00:34:41.050
and again, just because we talked about it,
808
00:34:41.050 --> 00:34:43.050
there's 500 mosques in your city or whatever,
809
00:34:43.489 --> 00:34:45.550
or it could be a bunch of Hindu temples or whatever.
810
00:34:46.090 --> 00:34:47.830
Would you throw any religion in there?
811
00:34:48.489 --> 00:34:51.969
Is there any concern on your part of that,
812
00:34:51.969 --> 00:34:53.230
of America becoming something else?
813
00:34:55.770 --> 00:35:02.590
My only concern is that it might be uncomfortable for me.
814
00:35:04.610 --> 00:35:07.110
I've been to plenty black churches
815
00:35:07.810 --> 00:35:10.970
and it's not how I worship.
816
00:35:11.190 --> 00:35:12.550
And so I feel uncomfortable.
817
00:35:12.690 --> 00:35:14.630
And plus now I'm in the minority.
818
00:35:15.170 --> 00:35:17.330
Yeah, those things naturally feel uncomfortable
819
00:35:17.330 --> 00:35:19.610
to many people and I'm one of them.
820
00:35:20.030 --> 00:35:27.050
And so if America became a largely Muslim country,
821
00:35:27.490 --> 00:35:29.570
that would feel uncomfortable to me
822
00:35:30.290 --> 00:35:32.290
because I'm not familiar with it.
823
00:35:33.030 --> 00:35:37.400
But I like the freedoms.
824
00:35:38.040 --> 00:35:41.400
And if we are a largely different religion
825
00:35:41.400 --> 00:35:45.280
in the country, I just want the values to be ones
826
00:35:45.280 --> 00:35:48.440
that show respect for people and show kindness for folks.
827
00:35:49.180 --> 00:35:51.380
And again, I know you're saying any religion.
828
00:35:51.960 --> 00:35:57.040
I would hope that whether we are a largely Christian nation
829
00:35:57.040 --> 00:36:00.320
that those who lead and make laws
830
00:36:00.760 --> 00:36:02.580
and interact with each other,
831
00:36:02.820 --> 00:36:07.420
embrace the values in Christianity that say,
832
00:36:07.840 --> 00:36:10.220
love your neighbor, love God,
833
00:36:12.380 --> 00:36:14.360
show kindness to others, take care of others.
834
00:36:14.900 --> 00:36:17.920
So I would hope that those similar factors
835
00:36:17.920 --> 00:36:19.900
that might be in Islam or other religions
836
00:36:19.900 --> 00:36:21.940
would be the kinds that come out too.
837
00:36:22.180 --> 00:36:25.140
I can understand the concern of a change
838
00:36:25.140 --> 00:36:26.880
because nobody likes change.
839
00:36:28.000 --> 00:36:33.020
It's, you don't know me, but if you knew me,
840
00:36:33.420 --> 00:36:35.060
you would know I hate change.
841
00:36:35.320 --> 00:36:37.840
I don't like, I get the same thing at Chipotle
842
00:36:37.840 --> 00:36:39.620
every time, cause that tastes good.
843
00:36:39.960 --> 00:36:42.860
And so I don't want to chance something different.
844
00:36:42.940 --> 00:36:43.460
Absolutely.
845
00:36:43.900 --> 00:36:46.680
And so that I think that's part of the fear.
846
00:36:47.240 --> 00:36:50.940
I am, I live in a rut and I don't like doing things
847
00:36:50.940 --> 00:36:52.100
that are different and uncomfortable.
848
00:36:52.400 --> 00:36:55.220
And so, yeah, that would make me feel bad,
849
00:36:55.220 --> 00:36:59.620
but I would also have hope for whatever people have
850
00:36:59.620 --> 00:37:00.680
in them that's goodness.
851
00:37:01.360 --> 00:37:03.080
I mean, we can become a Christian nation,
852
00:37:03.380 --> 00:37:04.840
even more Christian nation,
853
00:37:05.060 --> 00:37:08.540
but the way you interpret the Bible
854
00:37:08.540 --> 00:37:11.940
is one that harms me or my family.
855
00:37:12.700 --> 00:37:14.140
And like we talked about,
856
00:37:14.140 --> 00:37:17.160
anybody can use any platform to do harm
857
00:37:17.160 --> 00:37:18.560
if they've got a twisted heart.
858
00:37:18.980 --> 00:37:22.400
So I would just hope for the goodness to come out
859
00:37:22.400 --> 00:37:26.580
in people as far as some new change in our country.
860
00:37:28.480 --> 00:37:31.900
So respect that answer, but let me press that a bit
861
00:37:32.680 --> 00:37:35.420
because again, my father was a minister
862
00:37:35.420 --> 00:37:37.960
and I couldn't even tell you how many times
863
00:37:37.960 --> 00:37:39.040
I read the Bible back and forth.
864
00:37:39.200 --> 00:37:40.600
And I probably don't even remember most of it
865
00:37:40.600 --> 00:37:41.600
anymore, to be honest.
866
00:37:42.200 --> 00:37:43.900
But I'll just say this.
867
00:37:44.680 --> 00:37:47.540
Let's just take from the standpoint of being a Christian.
868
00:37:47.900 --> 00:37:49.460
I'm gonna completely say this.
869
00:37:49.520 --> 00:37:51.320
We know America has turned its back.
870
00:37:51.580 --> 00:37:51.840
We know.
871
00:37:52.620 --> 00:37:54.680
Nobody really takes Christianity seriously.
872
00:37:54.760 --> 00:37:55.620
It's almost like tradition.
873
00:37:56.620 --> 00:37:57.460
The majority, by the way,
874
00:37:57.460 --> 00:37:58.780
not saying like you or anybody,
875
00:37:58.880 --> 00:37:59.880
but the majority of people,
876
00:38:00.260 --> 00:38:01.400
it just becomes a habit.
877
00:38:01.540 --> 00:38:02.540
It's like we go to church on Sunday,
878
00:38:02.640 --> 00:38:03.720
we dress our best, we do this,
879
00:38:03.760 --> 00:38:05.060
we have our little community,
880
00:38:05.100 --> 00:38:06.720
and then they forget about it
881
00:38:06.720 --> 00:38:07.720
once they walk out the door.
882
00:38:09.760 --> 00:38:10.760
With that being said though,
883
00:38:10.760 --> 00:38:15.380
for someone who would be a devout Christian,
884
00:38:15.840 --> 00:38:17.380
sorry, fumbling my words here,
885
00:38:17.660 --> 00:38:19.480
someone who would be a devout Christian,
886
00:38:19.680 --> 00:38:23.580
I'd have to ask that if there's one God
887
00:38:24.320 --> 00:38:27.060
and no one comes to the Father,
888
00:38:27.060 --> 00:38:29.440
except through me, obviously, Jesus Christ,
889
00:38:29.680 --> 00:38:31.400
like if that is the only thing
890
00:38:31.400 --> 00:38:33.020
that is supposed to be true,
891
00:38:34.040 --> 00:38:36.920
then would it be acceptable if America
892
00:38:36.920 --> 00:38:38.420
was truly a Christian nation
893
00:38:38.420 --> 00:38:41.980
to turn to another religion or another God?
894
00:38:47.760 --> 00:38:48.800
I espouse what you're saying
895
00:38:48.800 --> 00:38:50.520
that there is one,
896
00:38:50.940 --> 00:38:54.960
I do believe there is one true religion
897
00:38:55.420 --> 00:38:56.600
and it's Christianity.
898
00:38:58.820 --> 00:39:01.980
I've even seen this in a micro level though too
899
00:39:01.980 --> 00:39:06.400
that the reason we should never have,
900
00:39:06.400 --> 00:39:07.900
for instance, a theocracy,
901
00:39:08.620 --> 00:39:10.700
so you guys vote me in
902
00:39:10.700 --> 00:39:13.640
because I know God and I know what he wants.
903
00:39:14.700 --> 00:39:16.640
We see this in churches
904
00:39:16.640 --> 00:39:19.800
where the pastor has the word of God
905
00:39:19.800 --> 00:39:21.040
and he speaks for God,
906
00:39:21.420 --> 00:39:22.840
but the pastor is a sinner
907
00:39:22.840 --> 00:39:27.140
and now his abuses are being covered up
908
00:39:27.140 --> 00:39:28.500
because what we have to respect
909
00:39:28.500 --> 00:39:30.080
the man of God who's a leader.
910
00:39:30.640 --> 00:39:32.000
So even in Christianity,
911
00:39:33.680 --> 00:39:35.180
that's the correct religion,
912
00:39:35.460 --> 00:39:38.160
let's use that as the default idea.
913
00:39:38.640 --> 00:39:41.520
I do not trust you, me or anyone
914
00:39:41.520 --> 00:39:45.380
to be the proper arbiter of what God wants for us.
915
00:39:45.980 --> 00:39:47.360
We can look at the same Bible.
916
00:39:48.800 --> 00:39:50.840
If you've done any study yourself,
917
00:39:50.880 --> 00:39:53.340
you've read this respected theologian saying,
918
00:39:53.460 --> 00:39:55.020
this is what the Bible says
919
00:39:55.020 --> 00:39:59.140
and this respected theologian saying, he's wrong.
920
00:40:01.920 --> 00:40:08.000
I would fear when it's what God says,
921
00:40:08.580 --> 00:40:11.400
that's where real damage can be done
922
00:40:11.400 --> 00:40:13.380
because you can't question that.
923
00:40:14.100 --> 00:40:21.360
So I fall back to let's have people live an authentic life.
924
00:40:22.580 --> 00:40:25.260
You do your best because you follow God
925
00:40:25.260 --> 00:40:27.400
and you think this is what it says
926
00:40:27.400 --> 00:40:29.360
and as long as that's showing kindness to others,
927
00:40:29.600 --> 00:40:34.300
fantastic and I hope others will do the same
928
00:40:34.300 --> 00:40:35.660
for whatever they're following it
929
00:40:35.660 --> 00:40:37.380
even if they're agnostic atheist
930
00:40:37.380 --> 00:40:38.780
or follow anything else.
931
00:40:40.280 --> 00:40:40.720
Gotcha.
932
00:40:41.380 --> 00:40:42.380
Well, and what you said is correct.
933
00:40:42.500 --> 00:40:44.160
I mean, a lot of people don't realize
934
00:40:44.160 --> 00:40:44.880
when you step back,
935
00:40:44.900 --> 00:40:47.020
we have so many different denominations
936
00:40:47.020 --> 00:40:50.060
and sects and whatnot of Christianity and of itself
937
00:40:50.060 --> 00:40:52.620
because everybody interprets it different, right?
938
00:40:52.660 --> 00:40:55.060
Where everybody focuses on one thing in the Bible
939
00:40:55.060 --> 00:40:58.480
versus looking at it from a macro view.
940
00:40:59.440 --> 00:41:00.520
Some people are very Old Testament,
941
00:41:00.660 --> 00:41:01.420
some are New Testament.
942
00:41:02.040 --> 00:41:03.040
But I think in the end though,
943
00:41:03.040 --> 00:41:06.720
the focus is on Jesus or God himself,
944
00:41:07.220 --> 00:41:07.860
Father Almighty.
945
00:41:09.280 --> 00:41:11.120
Not to make this a theological discussion,
946
00:41:11.140 --> 00:41:12.280
but I just wanted your opinion
947
00:41:12.280 --> 00:41:13.680
that being someone who was a pastor.
948
00:41:14.460 --> 00:41:17.260
So that's not trying to put you on the spot.
949
00:41:17.440 --> 00:41:20.360
I just wanted to get your insight on that.
950
00:41:22.920 --> 00:41:23.860
So get back to FBI.
951
00:41:26.560 --> 00:41:27.780
What else can you tell us
952
00:41:27.780 --> 00:41:31.160
that you've encountered that we should know as Americans?
953
00:41:31.400 --> 00:41:32.900
Like what is not being told to us?
954
00:41:32.900 --> 00:41:35.060
And for example,
955
00:41:35.700 --> 00:41:36.900
I don't know how much you know
956
00:41:36.900 --> 00:41:40.920
about what Dan Bondino went through or et cetera,
957
00:41:40.940 --> 00:41:43.120
but it seems like people like that,
958
00:41:43.120 --> 00:41:44.300
they get on the other side
959
00:41:44.300 --> 00:41:46.700
and it's almost like he went in like,
960
00:41:47.000 --> 00:41:49.140
oh dang, this is something different
961
00:41:49.140 --> 00:41:50.580
or there's something else going on.
962
00:41:50.600 --> 00:41:52.500
And then he steps out, goes back to his podcast.
963
00:41:53.200 --> 00:41:54.360
And I don't know how you feel about him.
964
00:41:54.460 --> 00:41:55.060
It doesn't really matter.
965
00:41:55.160 --> 00:41:55.880
Just using as an example,
966
00:41:55.900 --> 00:41:57.920
because a lot of people know that story.
967
00:41:58.960 --> 00:42:00.680
Is there anything you can say
968
00:42:00.680 --> 00:42:02.280
like being on the other side
969
00:42:02.280 --> 00:42:03.620
that people should know about?
970
00:42:03.880 --> 00:42:05.460
I know you probably can't give too much away,
971
00:42:05.720 --> 00:42:10.060
but what can you tell people about what's happening?
972
00:42:11.920 --> 00:42:13.960
Yeah, I can tell you two things.
973
00:42:14.040 --> 00:42:15.980
One is there's two FBIs.
974
00:42:15.980 --> 00:42:17.580
And this was before Bondino.
975
00:42:18.360 --> 00:42:21.500
There has always been two FBIs
976
00:42:21.500 --> 00:42:24.260
and that's DC and then the field.
977
00:42:24.860 --> 00:42:26.280
So the things that make the news
978
00:42:27.440 --> 00:42:29.800
are the things that people debate about
979
00:42:29.800 --> 00:42:32.640
that it's not my buddies.
980
00:42:33.160 --> 00:42:35.020
It's not people that I know.
981
00:42:36.640 --> 00:42:39.040
Line FBI agents and the support staff,
982
00:42:39.120 --> 00:42:39.880
the Intel analysts,
983
00:42:40.220 --> 00:42:42.240
they're just out there trying to work a case
984
00:42:42.240 --> 00:42:44.700
on people they think are bad guys who stole money
985
00:42:44.700 --> 00:42:46.640
or harming kids, whatever it might be.
986
00:42:47.420 --> 00:42:48.240
They don't care.
987
00:42:48.480 --> 00:42:50.560
They don't want any of that influence.
988
00:42:50.680 --> 00:42:53.580
They don't want DC to get involved in their cases.
989
00:42:53.940 --> 00:42:57.540
And that's the worst thing that could happen in your life.
990
00:42:58.190 --> 00:43:01.360
So that's one thing that whether you have
991
00:43:01.360 --> 00:43:04.960
or don't have confidence in what's in the headlines,
992
00:43:05.580 --> 00:43:09.020
you can have confidence in the great majority
993
00:43:09.020 --> 00:43:09.980
of individual agents
994
00:43:09.980 --> 00:43:12.720
because they just wanna do what is proper and right.
995
00:43:14.140 --> 00:43:19.000
And the second thing is I'd gone back to the church
996
00:43:19.000 --> 00:43:21.560
that I had planted early on in my career.
997
00:43:21.680 --> 00:43:24.640
I'd been working drugs in Chicago for a while
998
00:43:24.640 --> 00:43:27.460
and we were on numerous wiretaps.
999
00:43:27.660 --> 00:43:29.620
Month after month, just tapping phones,
1000
00:43:29.680 --> 00:43:31.120
which is fascinating in itself.
1001
00:43:31.720 --> 00:43:35.340
And I had a fellow who was always very paranoid ask me,
1002
00:43:35.440 --> 00:43:37.780
he's like, so what can you tell me about phone tapping?
1003
00:43:38.040 --> 00:43:39.320
Like, are they tapping my phone?
1004
00:43:40.540 --> 00:43:42.500
And so this is something that people should know.
1005
00:43:42.920 --> 00:43:44.720
The amount of effort that it takes
1006
00:43:44.720 --> 00:43:47.540
to get the authority to tap a person's phone,
1007
00:43:47.800 --> 00:43:48.600
you have to exhaust
1008
00:43:48.600 --> 00:43:50.460
because that's the most intrusive act
1009
00:43:50.460 --> 00:43:53.300
that you could do next to arresting someone
1010
00:43:53.300 --> 00:43:54.680
is tapping their phone.
1011
00:43:55.100 --> 00:43:56.860
So the level that you have to reach
1012
00:43:56.860 --> 00:43:58.820
is extraordinarily high.
1013
00:43:59.400 --> 00:44:00.760
And then on top of that,
1014
00:44:01.060 --> 00:44:03.840
the manpower and the hours it takes just to man
1015
00:44:04.500 --> 00:44:05.820
me tapping your phone,
1016
00:44:05.840 --> 00:44:08.780
I need a whole squad of people surveillance regularly
1017
00:44:08.780 --> 00:44:10.260
manning it around the clock
1018
00:44:10.260 --> 00:44:14.080
that if you're not this level bad guy,
1019
00:44:14.080 --> 00:44:15.600
I'm not going through the efforts.
1020
00:44:16.080 --> 00:44:18.120
So I can't speak to other agencies
1021
00:44:18.120 --> 00:44:19.120
listening to your calls,
1022
00:44:19.160 --> 00:44:21.700
but yeah, you gotta be a pretty bad guy
1023
00:44:21.700 --> 00:44:22.600
to get your phone tapped.
1024
00:44:23.720 --> 00:44:25.620
Oh man, okay.
1025
00:44:25.920 --> 00:44:27.020
So, and I know they're listening to me,
1026
00:44:27.020 --> 00:44:33.340
but anyway, the thing is from your experience though,
1027
00:44:33.520 --> 00:44:33.900
like we're gonna,
1028
00:44:34.180 --> 00:44:35.600
I'm not saying you know anything about this,
1029
00:44:36.760 --> 00:44:38.720
but people keep using the Epstein case
1030
00:44:38.720 --> 00:44:41.980
as an example of two FBIs or what seems to be.
1031
00:44:42.800 --> 00:44:44.580
I've always asked the question
1032
00:44:44.580 --> 00:44:48.220
and let me know if we are just off in America,
1033
00:44:48.300 --> 00:44:49.420
we just don't know what we're talking about,
1034
00:44:49.420 --> 00:44:50.560
but I always wondered like,
1035
00:44:50.760 --> 00:44:53.400
why would the FBI spend so much money and resources
1036
00:44:53.400 --> 00:44:56.060
in an over two decades investigation
1037
00:44:56.060 --> 00:44:57.680
if there was never anything there?
1038
00:45:01.210 --> 00:45:02.170
And like that's the DC.
1039
00:45:05.110 --> 00:45:09.750
So whatever division had it down in Florida,
1040
00:45:10.490 --> 00:45:12.450
you would have had agents working it up.
1041
00:45:12.570 --> 00:45:13.810
I've been there myself.
1042
00:45:14.070 --> 00:45:15.710
So let me just give you the example where
1043
00:45:16.310 --> 00:45:21.890
I had a case where the ex-wife
1044
00:45:21.890 --> 00:45:23.890
of the president of a company
1045
00:45:23.890 --> 00:45:27.410
installed cameras into the company
1046
00:45:27.890 --> 00:45:29.250
and then people felt violated.
1047
00:45:29.290 --> 00:45:32.350
Well, that's a wiretap violation.
1048
00:45:32.490 --> 00:45:35.950
So you can't plan a camera, video and audio,
1049
00:45:36.190 --> 00:45:38.030
that's called a Title III violation.
1050
00:45:38.670 --> 00:45:40.730
So I worked the case up.
1051
00:45:41.350 --> 00:45:42.250
The prosecutor said,
1052
00:45:42.270 --> 00:45:44.710
well, I would only charge this
1053
00:45:44.710 --> 00:45:49.090
if this was some type of corporate espionage.
1054
00:45:49.570 --> 00:45:50.610
So I said, okay.
1055
00:45:50.610 --> 00:45:52.830
I went back, did interviews and found,
1056
00:45:53.210 --> 00:45:56.450
yes, the ex-wife was looking to gain information
1057
00:45:56.450 --> 00:46:00.870
from those cameras to start a competitive business
1058
00:46:01.370 --> 00:46:02.350
with another group.
1059
00:46:02.710 --> 00:46:06.130
Brought that to them and prosecutor still said,
1060
00:46:06.150 --> 00:46:08.310
no, we're not gonna charge it.
1061
00:46:08.630 --> 00:46:11.350
Even though this would have been slammed on case.
1062
00:46:13.250 --> 00:46:14.790
And that's what happens many times.
1063
00:46:14.930 --> 00:46:16.910
So you've got well-meaning agents
1064
00:46:16.910 --> 00:46:20.030
who are trying to protect children in the Epstein case.
1065
00:46:20.790 --> 00:46:22.610
You know, they had him dead to rights.
1066
00:46:23.530 --> 00:46:27.530
And then here are prosecutors, politicians stepping in
1067
00:46:27.530 --> 00:46:30.090
saying, let's hold off on this.
1068
00:46:31.210 --> 00:46:34.830
Can you, your opinion, I know it's your opinion,
1069
00:46:35.130 --> 00:46:36.490
but in your opinion based on experience,
1070
00:46:37.470 --> 00:46:40.790
what would be the reason behind politicians
1071
00:46:41.470 --> 00:46:46.010
wanting to stave off something as heinous as that,
1072
00:46:46.030 --> 00:46:46.870
for example?
1073
00:46:49.100 --> 00:46:50.360
Yeah, there's my opinion.
1074
00:46:50.360 --> 00:46:52.360
And then there's my wild assumptions.
1075
00:46:53.120 --> 00:46:53.440
Yeah.
1076
00:46:53.580 --> 00:46:55.340
I'll just, I'll say this.
1077
00:46:56.260 --> 00:46:58.420
I texted my buddy this morning
1078
00:46:58.420 --> 00:47:01.200
who has worked foreign counterintelligence.
1079
00:47:01.720 --> 00:47:06.100
And I asked him, if you were an agent,
1080
00:47:06.560 --> 00:47:10.020
if you worked for a foreign government
1081
00:47:10.340 --> 00:47:12.900
and you had compromised a known pervert
1082
00:47:12.900 --> 00:47:16.240
who ran sex parties with underage girls,
1083
00:47:16.980 --> 00:47:19.700
would you have that asset work any differently
1084
00:47:20.320 --> 00:47:21.840
than Jeffrey Epstein did
1085
00:47:21.840 --> 00:47:24.940
with his connections to so many important people?
1086
00:47:26.420 --> 00:47:29.060
So I'm not a pervert, take my word,
1087
00:47:29.680 --> 00:47:32.380
but I mean, this guy is inviting people
1088
00:47:32.380 --> 00:47:36.840
to underage sex parties and they're important people.
1089
00:47:39.880 --> 00:47:41.140
Why would you do that?
1090
00:47:41.320 --> 00:47:43.120
I mean, the majority,
1091
00:47:43.560 --> 00:47:46.300
because I've worked many pedophile cases,
1092
00:47:46.910 --> 00:47:48.760
they all do it in secret.
1093
00:47:48.900 --> 00:47:49.840
They don't do it in clubs.
1094
00:47:49.880 --> 00:47:52.940
They don't do it at parties except for this guy.
1095
00:47:54.080 --> 00:47:59.180
So I can't, if you were gonna be a government asset,
1096
00:47:59.180 --> 00:48:02.780
I don't see you acting any differently than Epstein.
1097
00:48:03.200 --> 00:48:04.920
Government asset for you though, right?
1098
00:48:05.700 --> 00:48:06.960
But it's like, because if you also,
1099
00:48:07.520 --> 00:48:11.340
I think, and again, I know these are opinions,
1100
00:48:11.760 --> 00:48:14.740
I'm not asking you to say this is definitive,
1101
00:48:14.740 --> 00:48:17.840
but the deal is, it seems like other countries
1102
00:48:17.840 --> 00:48:20.400
have taken action with certain individuals in the case
1103
00:48:20.400 --> 00:48:22.560
and the US still hasn't seemed to have done anything.
1104
00:48:22.700 --> 00:48:24.060
I mean, we got former Prince Andrew
1105
00:48:24.060 --> 00:48:26.800
who's under the gun at this moment,
1106
00:48:27.420 --> 00:48:28.580
stripped of his titles and everything,
1107
00:48:28.600 --> 00:48:32.080
and then it also led to him being found out
1108
00:48:32.080 --> 00:48:34.680
to be selling secrets to the Russians
1109
00:48:35.300 --> 00:48:38.420
as well as Epstein, which is crazy.
1110
00:48:38.820 --> 00:48:40.840
And then same thing in Qatar that happened.
1111
00:48:41.000 --> 00:48:43.020
They got rid of, I forgot who it was,
1112
00:48:43.040 --> 00:48:44.460
but there was somebody else that was high up
1113
00:48:44.460 --> 00:48:45.780
that when they found out he was in the files,
1114
00:48:45.860 --> 00:48:48.040
right away they ousted him.
1115
00:48:48.520 --> 00:48:51.320
And so it seems like the US is the only country
1116
00:48:51.320 --> 00:48:53.220
that doesn't seem to wanna take action
1117
00:48:53.220 --> 00:48:55.240
and it almost makes you wonder like,
1118
00:48:55.320 --> 00:48:57.120
well, was he working for the United States
1119
00:48:57.120 --> 00:49:02.680
or they just don't wanna reveal the big names,
1120
00:49:02.700 --> 00:49:05.240
the people high up that were actually literally involved.
1121
00:49:08.110 --> 00:49:11.130
Yeah, all I can say is I am as frustrated
1122
00:49:11.130 --> 00:49:12.410
and aggravated as you,
1123
00:49:12.410 --> 00:49:18.160
and people just don't want to bring justice.
1124
00:49:20.040 --> 00:49:21.960
It's maybe enough people will speak up,
1125
00:49:22.100 --> 00:49:23.220
maybe enough pressure will come.
1126
00:49:23.880 --> 00:49:24.760
I don't know.
1127
00:49:25.220 --> 00:49:28.900
Well, what do you say to those who keep saying,
1128
00:49:30.180 --> 00:49:32.500
you know, there's no arrest because this takes time.
1129
00:49:34.070 --> 00:49:35.490
We've had over 20 years.
1130
00:49:35.990 --> 00:49:36.950
What do you say to that?
1131
00:49:37.110 --> 00:49:41.050
Yeah, I've had long running cases.
1132
00:49:41.730 --> 00:49:45.350
The longest case I had was a financial case
1133
00:49:45.350 --> 00:49:46.330
that went on forever.
1134
00:49:46.730 --> 00:49:48.870
And I had so many victims say,
1135
00:49:49.030 --> 00:49:50.770
Eric, this is never gonna go to trial.
1136
00:49:50.890 --> 00:49:52.530
And I would have told them, it will.
1137
00:49:53.490 --> 00:49:54.670
You have to believe me.
1138
00:49:55.310 --> 00:49:57.030
This is just taking too long.
1139
00:49:59.210 --> 00:50:01.490
And we got a conviction, it was true,
1140
00:50:01.690 --> 00:50:03.150
but this is different.
1141
00:50:03.390 --> 00:50:08.390
This isn't, these are people are actively
1142
00:50:09.210 --> 00:50:10.390
slowing this down.
1143
00:50:11.210 --> 00:50:11.650
Gotcha.
1144
00:50:12.470 --> 00:50:14.070
Yeah, I was just thinking because
1145
00:50:14.070 --> 00:50:15.210
it's not exactly the same,
1146
00:50:15.210 --> 00:50:16.630
but they definitely went out of their way
1147
00:50:16.630 --> 00:50:19.510
to convict Diddy a lot quicker than they did Epstein.
1148
00:50:20.110 --> 00:50:22.670
You know, and they had a much longer investigation.
1149
00:50:24.510 --> 00:50:26.030
Yeah, that was crazy.
1150
00:50:26.050 --> 00:50:27.390
That was DHS, I believe.
1151
00:50:27.430 --> 00:50:29.190
And that one, it's slam dunk.
1152
00:50:29.430 --> 00:50:29.830
Right?
1153
00:50:30.350 --> 00:50:32.410
So, you know, I was thinking of that the other day,
1154
00:50:32.490 --> 00:50:33.490
literally it's like, hold on,
1155
00:50:33.710 --> 00:50:36.130
over 20 years, and this seemed like a matter
1156
00:50:36.130 --> 00:50:37.330
of less than a year or so,
1157
00:50:37.350 --> 00:50:38.870
like also just escalated and it's like,
1158
00:50:38.930 --> 00:50:39.630
okay, we got the guy.
1159
00:50:39.830 --> 00:50:42.190
But when we're talking Epstein, it was like,
1160
00:50:42.250 --> 00:50:42.910
wow, there's nothing there.
1161
00:50:42.930 --> 00:50:44.350
He didn't kill himself, you know, whatever.
1162
00:50:44.350 --> 00:50:48.110
All these conspiracies start to come up to the surface.
1163
00:50:49.030 --> 00:50:50.450
And I don't know how many, you know,
1164
00:50:50.510 --> 00:50:52.890
sometimes they are true, but it's very interesting.
1165
00:50:53.510 --> 00:50:55.690
Yeah, Diddy hits TMZ one day
1166
00:50:55.690 --> 00:50:56.750
and the next day he's arrested.
1167
00:50:57.150 --> 00:50:59.210
Yeah, all of a sudden, all of a sudden, it's crazy.
1168
00:51:00.130 --> 00:51:02.330
Well, there's nothing you and I can do about that,
1169
00:51:02.330 --> 00:51:04.090
but I did want your insight based on being
1170
00:51:04.090 --> 00:51:05.590
an actual FBI agent and having to deal
1171
00:51:05.590 --> 00:51:07.250
with those similar types of cases.
1172
00:51:09.450 --> 00:51:11.230
So let's talk again.
1173
00:51:11.390 --> 00:51:13.150
Let's go back into your book.
1174
00:51:13.150 --> 00:51:14.670
What else can we look forward to in your book
1175
00:51:14.670 --> 00:51:17.010
that maybe, I mean, I'm sure there's a lot
1176
00:51:17.010 --> 00:51:18.370
you didn't touch on in this conversation.
1177
00:51:18.370 --> 00:51:19.290
We only have so much time,
1178
00:51:19.310 --> 00:51:21.270
but what else can people look forward to?
1179
00:51:22.510 --> 00:51:25.110
Well, so what I did is I went through
1180
00:51:25.110 --> 00:51:27.110
a little background of how I moved
1181
00:51:27.110 --> 00:51:29.370
from being a pastor into the FBI.
1182
00:51:29.530 --> 00:51:31.490
And then through each chapter,
1183
00:51:32.070 --> 00:51:34.230
I try to tie that in together of,
1184
00:51:34.830 --> 00:51:38.190
this is how the man I was there played out
1185
00:51:38.190 --> 00:51:40.090
in some of these investigations.
1186
00:51:40.090 --> 00:51:43.110
So each chapter I read about an investigation
1187
00:51:43.110 --> 00:51:46.690
I had or was part of, many of them are very,
1188
00:51:46.690 --> 00:51:47.710
I think interesting.
1189
00:51:48.170 --> 00:51:50.070
A couple of them won attorney general's awards.
1190
00:51:50.610 --> 00:51:52.610
So they were prominent ones.
1191
00:51:53.190 --> 00:51:56.990
We had arrests of a number of terrorists, mass shooters.
1192
00:51:58.410 --> 00:52:00.230
And in the telling of the story,
1193
00:52:00.270 --> 00:52:01.990
which gives people a little insight
1194
00:52:01.990 --> 00:52:03.590
on this is how a case runs.
1195
00:52:04.070 --> 00:52:06.070
This is how people are scrambling
1196
00:52:06.070 --> 00:52:08.210
to get things done last minute sometimes.
1197
00:52:08.790 --> 00:52:12.390
And then what I put in following each chapter
1198
00:52:12.390 --> 00:52:14.930
is an after action report,
1199
00:52:15.230 --> 00:52:18.190
which is common to military and law enforcement.
1200
00:52:18.830 --> 00:52:20.210
Let's sit down and talk about,
1201
00:52:20.410 --> 00:52:21.610
what did we do right here?
1202
00:52:22.030 --> 00:52:22.870
What do we need to keep?
1203
00:52:22.930 --> 00:52:23.730
What did we learn?
1204
00:52:24.190 --> 00:52:25.630
What should we do differently?
1205
00:52:26.350 --> 00:52:28.570
And so for each investigation I have,
1206
00:52:29.010 --> 00:52:30.770
hey, this is how we caught this pimp
1207
00:52:30.770 --> 00:52:33.370
who was trafficking a 15 year old girl.
1208
00:52:33.990 --> 00:52:35.430
This is the crazy story
1209
00:52:35.430 --> 00:52:38.710
about how we finally arrested him right before Easter.
1210
00:52:39.270 --> 00:52:41.490
And then here's some lessons learned,
1211
00:52:41.790 --> 00:52:46.330
maybe a couple of vignettes of similar arrests of pimps.
1212
00:52:46.690 --> 00:52:50.950
This is how this happened and what we did successfully.
1213
00:52:51.610 --> 00:52:52.850
This is how we screwed up.
1214
00:52:53.250 --> 00:52:55.810
This is why I was able to get a confession
1215
00:52:55.810 --> 00:52:59.190
from this other pimp's girlfriend along the way
1216
00:52:59.190 --> 00:53:00.390
and why it worked.
1217
00:53:01.290 --> 00:53:03.950
So I think for me,
1218
00:53:03.950 --> 00:53:05.930
I know that as FBI agents,
1219
00:53:06.130 --> 00:53:08.330
if we're sitting around after an op
1220
00:53:08.330 --> 00:53:09.770
and things have cleared out
1221
00:53:09.770 --> 00:53:11.670
or waiting for a dope dealer to show up
1222
00:53:11.670 --> 00:53:13.390
and they're always late and slow,
1223
00:53:13.970 --> 00:53:15.510
guys just start telling stories.
1224
00:53:17.270 --> 00:53:21.030
And I've never lost the awe of being in the FBI
1225
00:53:21.610 --> 00:53:24.750
where we tell these stories and everybody chuckles
1226
00:53:24.750 --> 00:53:26.390
and goes, yeah, I remember that one.
1227
00:53:26.730 --> 00:53:31.610
And then I think that story is actually pretty amazing
1228
00:53:31.610 --> 00:53:34.610
about how this kid jumped out of a second story window
1229
00:53:34.610 --> 00:53:36.430
and then his younger brother jumped after him,
1230
00:53:36.430 --> 00:53:38.450
even though he didn't have a warrant and he broke his back
1231
00:53:38.450 --> 00:53:40.310
and then we arrested him.
1232
00:53:41.610 --> 00:53:44.170
But the number of things that you get out there
1233
00:53:44.170 --> 00:53:48.090
and experience and seeing parts of society
1234
00:53:48.090 --> 00:53:49.490
that people walk past
1235
00:53:49.490 --> 00:53:51.910
but don't know what's going on behind the scenes,
1236
00:53:54.270 --> 00:53:56.190
I think that's a remarkable insight
1237
00:53:56.890 --> 00:53:58.830
and I think I tell a good story
1238
00:53:58.830 --> 00:54:00.590
that's funny too along the way.
1239
00:54:01.690 --> 00:54:02.710
I'm sure you do.
1240
00:54:02.910 --> 00:54:04.050
Well, I look forward to it.
1241
00:54:04.390 --> 00:54:05.490
I'm gonna have to read it.
1242
00:54:05.490 --> 00:54:06.010
I'm intrigued.
1243
00:54:06.450 --> 00:54:07.050
I'm intrigued.
1244
00:54:08.010 --> 00:54:10.050
Let's do this, Eric.
1245
00:54:11.830 --> 00:54:13.190
I wanna know this.
1246
00:54:13.730 --> 00:54:15.430
When is it actually coming out?
1247
00:54:15.530 --> 00:54:16.110
That's the question
1248
00:54:16.110 --> 00:54:17.930
because I thought you were still working on it.
1249
00:54:18.090 --> 00:54:18.850
Has it been finished?
1250
00:54:18.870 --> 00:54:19.570
Is it finalized?
1251
00:54:20.390 --> 00:54:21.290
Well, two things.
1252
00:54:21.390 --> 00:54:24.710
One is the FBI has to review it
1253
00:54:24.710 --> 00:54:26.770
and make sure I didn't put any classified stuff in there
1254
00:54:26.770 --> 00:54:29.250
which I knew they would, so I didn't.
1255
00:54:31.770 --> 00:54:34.230
And then my wife owns a company
1256
00:54:34.230 --> 00:54:36.230
that markets and publishes books
1257
00:54:36.230 --> 00:54:37.190
and she's the one who said,
1258
00:54:37.190 --> 00:54:38.150
oh, you should write a book.
1259
00:54:38.190 --> 00:54:40.790
And I said, yeah, but I didn't write things down
1260
00:54:40.790 --> 00:54:41.910
and I'll forget stuff.
1261
00:54:42.190 --> 00:54:43.670
And I just one day sat down
1262
00:54:43.670 --> 00:54:45.870
and all the stories came back
1263
00:54:45.870 --> 00:54:47.630
like I was sitting in the back of an armored bear cat.
1264
00:54:48.590 --> 00:54:50.510
So we'll go through that process.
1265
00:54:50.990 --> 00:54:53.910
She tells me it'll be in the fall
1266
00:54:54.450 --> 00:54:55.930
because a couple of other authors
1267
00:54:55.930 --> 00:54:57.610
have jumped the headline for me
1268
00:54:57.610 --> 00:54:59.730
but we'll have it coming out in the fall.
1269
00:55:00.210 --> 00:55:03.610
The working title I have right now is irreverent
1270
00:55:03.610 --> 00:55:06.210
because I was irreverent
1271
00:55:06.210 --> 00:55:09.030
and much of the things we did were irreverent.
1272
00:55:10.550 --> 00:55:12.930
The initial title we had was preacher to breacher
1273
00:55:12.930 --> 00:55:14.690
and I still kinda like that one too.
1274
00:55:15.930 --> 00:55:16.830
That was a good one.
1275
00:55:17.470 --> 00:55:20.130
Okay, so where can we get updates outside of,
1276
00:55:20.250 --> 00:55:22.150
I believe you have Instagram, of course.
1277
00:55:22.170 --> 00:55:24.050
You have any other social media out there?
1278
00:55:24.570 --> 00:55:25.510
Just LinkedIn.
1279
00:55:25.510 --> 00:55:28.970
And then we've got to set my website.
1280
00:55:29.250 --> 00:55:33.470
When that goes live, I'll promote this podcast
1281
00:55:33.470 --> 00:55:35.070
and we'll link to that too.
1282
00:55:35.450 --> 00:55:37.330
And if you guys have any great ideas
1283
00:55:37.330 --> 00:55:40.950
for what a good website URL would be, I'm open to that.
1284
00:55:41.610 --> 00:55:43.070
Sure, we're gonna make sure people
1285
00:55:43.070 --> 00:55:44.390
are pointed to your Instagram
1286
00:55:44.390 --> 00:55:45.790
to stay up to date on all of this.
1287
00:55:47.410 --> 00:55:49.430
I literally do wanna keep in touch with you though.
1288
00:55:49.730 --> 00:55:51.310
I think that if you're willing,
1289
00:55:51.390 --> 00:55:53.650
no, if you're willing, I'd like to have you back on
1290
00:55:53.650 --> 00:55:57.270
to get your assessment on things in real time
1291
00:55:57.270 --> 00:56:00.790
as they happen as in terms of what's going on in the world
1292
00:56:01.450 --> 00:56:02.890
because you have that background experience.
1293
00:56:02.890 --> 00:56:05.770
So I think that your insight would be valuable
1294
00:56:06.270 --> 00:56:07.530
and people do wanna hear it.
1295
00:56:07.610 --> 00:56:09.230
I mean, I like this, honestly,
1296
00:56:09.250 --> 00:56:10.030
I love this conversation.
1297
00:56:10.070 --> 00:56:12.850
This was great and I do wanna have you back.
1298
00:56:13.110 --> 00:56:14.510
So let's do, please stay in touch.
1299
00:56:14.590 --> 00:56:17.370
And by all means, when your book is out,
1300
00:56:17.570 --> 00:56:19.950
just let me know and maybe we can have a discussion
1301
00:56:19.950 --> 00:56:22.650
about that as well to get that out there.
1302
00:56:22.650 --> 00:56:25.930
But this was a good conversation.
1303
00:56:26.070 --> 00:56:28.130
I hope that you enjoy the conversation.
1304
00:56:28.310 --> 00:56:29.570
I know I asked a few things
1305
00:56:29.570 --> 00:56:31.810
that may not have been in line with what you wanted,
1306
00:56:31.830 --> 00:56:35.490
but I figured I'd take advantage of your experience
1307
00:56:35.490 --> 00:56:36.990
and get some answers.
1308
00:56:37.570 --> 00:56:38.190
George, I'm retired.
1309
00:56:38.250 --> 00:56:39.110
What else I'm gonna do?
1310
00:56:40.830 --> 00:56:41.630
Fair enough.
1311
00:56:42.550 --> 00:56:45.050
All right, Eric, we're gonna sign off for now.
1312
00:56:46.150 --> 00:56:47.730
And you and I, again, we're gonna stay in touch
1313
00:56:47.730 --> 00:56:49.690
and I appreciate your time, I really do.
1314
00:56:50.170 --> 00:56:51.490
Absolutely, thank you so much.
1315
00:56:51.490 --> 00:56:52.950
Thank you.
1316
00:56:53.550 --> 00:56:56.010
Devils hide behind redemption.
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Honesty is a one-way gate to hell.

Author, former FBI agent
I spent a dozen years in Christian ministry before changing paths and spending 24 years as an FBI agent. I've worked drugs, gangs, and public corruption in Chicago, along with organized crime, crimes against children, and national security in northern Ohio. I have a book being published later this year that details my journey from ministry to law enforcement, and the many remarkable experiences and investigations along the way.












